Fellowship & Fairydust

A young man

With a sparkling earring

And clothes that reek

Of sickening smoke,

The kind that dulls

All the senses

And makes me choke

–

He’s tapping his foot,

A jerking rhythm

Of uneasiness

–

The smoke is in his mind;

I know it is

–

His eyes are glazed

They dart as if watching

Ghosts from last night

Evaporating

Into puffs of smoke

–

Death and dullness

Inhale, exhale…again

Breath is for living

Or dying, it seems

–

Black and purple

Purple and black

The color of his clothes

And his bruised mind

–

A raven’s head

Is staring blankly

From his crumpled shirt;

It gives me chills

–

There is a tattoo

Scrawled up his neck

Green words, unreadable,

Possibly swears

Like every other word

He mumbles

–

His tone is monotonous;

His meaning unclear

–

O God, I wish he would leave…

–

A little child comes

Into this Waiting Room

Pudgy-faced, pink-cheeked

She coughs a little

–

Does she have a cold?

Or is it…the smoke?

–

And then I notice…

She is wearing black and purple too

It belies her soft features,

Her golden mop of hair

And baby-blue eyes

–

She’s playing with toys,

Sliding beads along twisted wires,

Running in circles,

Pretending to be a monkey

Or to fly from off a chair

–

She’s running…running…

–

Running into the arms

Of the young man

With a sparkling earring

And clothes that reek

Of sickening smoke

–

And he picks her up

And I see

Love

In those blood-shot eyes

And I hear

Love

In those mumbled words

–

And her face lights up

With angelic innocence

And she starts to play

With his backwards baseball cap

–

There are words in my heart

Burning, like my face:

–

“Let the little children come

To Me.”

To Me.

To him.

My God.

–

Was Christ before me

In this waiting room,

Gazing out

Through smoke-seared eyes

And mumbling

Through drug-cracked lips?

–

And while I wished Him

Far away

A little child

Saw the truth?

–

O Savior with the Suffering Face,

Teach me how

To see!